| Location | Liverpool |
| Age | 51 years |
| Date of Birth | 13/12/1955 |
| Date of Death | 08/12/2007 |
| Visitors | 303 since 11/12/2008 |
| Creator |
My uncle is my hero. And was the bravest person i ever met and ever will meet.
He overcame a brain tumour and beat cancer and was an absolute inspiration to me, and was nothing
less than a hero in my eyes, but in 2006 his cancer returned and we got the worst news of my life,
that my uncles cancer was terminal, meaning it couldnt be cured and would eventually kill him.
My uncle was never told that his cancer was terminal, but deep down i know in my heart that he knew
and was just keeping a brave face for everyone elses sake.
I seen my uncle deteriorate so much but he just kept smiling and cracking jokes and giving me abuse
as usual making me laugh.
I always remember seeing the fear in his eyes one night when i went to visit him in hospital when he
wasnt doing too well and it upset me so much because for the first time i saw behind that brave face
of his, he meant so much to me but being a typical male i never told him that
In february 2007 he was given a matter of weeks to live, but being the fighter he was he battled on
until the 8th of december 2007 when he eventually passed away in his sleep in his bed at home.
He was much more than an uncle to me, he was one of my best friends and i miss him every second of
every single day. And i know the day he died i gained a guardian angel.
I always remember the moment i was told by my mum that you were gone mate and although it was
expected it hit me so hard but luckily you know iv got some amazing mates and everyone stood by me
and was there for me, and they were there for you as well the day of your funeral, that was one of
the hardest days of my life mate, from the moment i walked in the church and heard the music
playing my heart broke in peices but i stayed strong because i know thats what you would of wanted,
bet ya phily had his everton top on under that shirt and tie just to be cheeky!
I miss the way he used to just walk in our house and i miss going down stairs to find him down there
chatting away. And i miss hearing him banging up my stairs an tellin me to turn my rap and rnb music
off and put some real music on haha
Nothing was ever to much for him and he would go out of his way to help people and to put a smile on
their face no matter what.
My uncle and my dad were so close and they used to bounce off each other. Whenever he was rushed
into hospital it was always him who he would ask for, and my dad would be there in no time by his
side, so would i. Me mum misses you so much as well, i know you had a soft spot for her like
everyone else who meets her, watch down over her for me mate
Our Ste and Karla miss you so much as well mate im sure you know how much they miss you, words
couldnt even describe.
He loved planes and now hes flying high with them.
I miss you so much mate, i keep a brave face but deep inside im still hurting. its been a year but
it doesnt get any easier at all. it hurts me every single day knowing how you got taken away, and
knowing you got taken away too soon,you had so much to offer the world but i know your in a better
place now and your not in any pain anymore, plus you've got a belter view of all the planes you want
now ha!
Keep watching down over me, i couldnt of asked for a better guardian angel than you, i miss you so
much mate x
" Bravery is being the only one who knows that you are afraid "
YNWA
Hello mate hope your still shining up there, wer all good down here, still miss you every single day mate, every time i see your picture in my room it hurts me mate but i know your in a better place. You'll be a grandad any day now, bet your watching closely, i wish Karla would get a move on haha! Im doin well in me job now mate, settled in a lot more and learned so much, got some really good feedback from me boss today as well which was good, still wanting to goto Oz in the future though, duno when exactly! Iv got meself a girl now mate, shes a good one too, we get on really well an have a laugh, havent mentioned you to her all that much yet, dont feel ready to at the moment but when the times right she'll know how much of a hero you are to me and how brave you are. What dya reckon about our title hopes mate, we've come out of nowhere and closed the gap on the manks big time now, iv got a good feeling mate, we never do it the easy way, i think we could pip them to the title, send us a bit of luck mate!! Bet you were laughin your head off watchin me in Madrid when we won, proper awesome trip mate i loved it! Our baby is getting more amazing every day mate you'd of loved her, im gona go now mate, keep watching down on my favourite people for me you know who they are, miss you so much mate speak to ya soon x
Hello mate happy new year even tho it is Feb!!
Been proper busy this year mate, dont half wish i was a student again!! work still isnt good mate theres more pressure than ever, i wanna move on but just duno what to yet, im even considerin gettin out of here an workin abroad for 6 months an seeing what happens, got nothin to loose have i? im proper focused on australia mate, the lifestyle looks class an id get snapped up over there, am just in a weird space at the minute mate duno what to do with meself, im goin to spain in a couple of weeks mate 2 watch the boys play madrid, how good will that be! me an scott r flyin to zurich an goin to madrid from there, bit of a trip like but i cant wait itl b hilerious, anyway mate am off, hope ur still shining up there, keep an eye on everyone for me an stay watchin over my shoulder mate, miss ya loads x
*♥* MERRY CHRISTMAS TO A SPECIAL ANGEL IN HEAVEN *♥*
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Thinking of you & your family this Christmas xxxxxxxx
Hey Ian,
Just a little message to let you know tha I'll be thinkin of you and your family tomorrow...
Christmas is always the worst time but I know you'll keep your chin up.
I know I didn't know your uncle, but you've told me so much about him an I know he will be so proud of you cos you are one of the nicest lads I've ever spoke to. xxx
The moment that you died
my heart was torn in two,
one side filled with heartache,
the other died with you.
I often lie awake at night,
when the world is fast asleep,
and take a walk down memory lane,
with tears upon my cheeks.
Remembering you is easy,
I do it everyday,
but missing you is heartache
that never goes away.
I hold you tightly within my heart
and there you will remain.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
alrite mate
feels weird talkin on this but its a good way to get stuff out innit.
it was me graduation last satdy, bet u wer laughin ur head off lookin at me in that stupid cap an gown i looked like a scouser in hogwarts ha! who'd of thought id come so far, you probly know it now but it was you that got me through all the hard times at uni, the times i wanted to quit the course i just battled on because i wanted to make you proud. it was a good day like my mum and that were made up but it was hard for me because if you were still here you were guaranteed a ticket to be there mate, i know you were there with me every step though.
im finding me new job hard going at the minute, im not enjoying it all mate but i wanna just see 6 months out and do what i need to do and move on to bigger and better things,im 4 months into it so a couple left and the worlds my oyster ay, i think i wanna move in a new direction an join the fire service mate but its really hard to get into so i need a bit of help with that, anyway im out now mate, watch over my mum for me wont ya, you know shes a fighter just like me and you, she works her ass off but im worried she works too hard so just keep a little eye on her for me.
ohh yeah, forgot to mention, liverpool topa the league liverpool liverpool topa the league! good times ay mate lets hope were stil there in May and we lift the title for the first time in almost 20 years!!!
ina bit mate miss ya x
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